When Dory meets Nemo

Before going to bed.

I feel like writing one more post. 

It is a gratitude post. 

For the one and only Nemo in my life. 

I met Nemo during Rinjani’s expedition. 

I still remember the eyes of her looking at me for the first time. 

I didn’t know her existence until we met at the airport. 

Alhamdulillah, with that situation, I have no expectation on her for the first time I saw her. 

So, zero monologue done at that time except for the eyes part. 🙈

There were so many memories that we’ve shared during the expedition. 

I am relieved to have her during the expedition. 

Because before the trip,  I was so anxious thinking of not having partner. 

Allah has made a perfect plan for us. 

We just know each other during that trip,

however I felt like I knew her for long time before this.

I learned so many things about her,

She had taught me so many things about life,

She sticks with me through thick and thin and,

I feel like having a protective sister during the trip. 

Her warm heart has touched mine. 

Until I feel I wanna be her family. 

Until I want her to be safe wherever she goes,

Until I include her in my dua after my daily prayers,

Until I prayed to have her too in Jannah together with my family. 

She is like a ‘home’ for me. 

A cosy home with no judgement. 

A cosy home that I will always looking forward when I am lost. 

However, good things in dunya are like rainbow. 

It comes out for a while after the rains. 

Although it is hard to digest what is really happening,

I pray to Allah, to ease our hearts. 

One thing that I really wanna do now if I met her,

Is to hug her and drain all the bad things that happened between us. 

And may our path crossed again,

For,

She is my forever Nemo.

And I will be her forever Dory. 

Dear Nemo,

I love you lillahi Ta’ala. 

May Allah bless the love that have had in our hearts.

I am Dory, but that’s not what made me forget about her. 

Missing Nemo,

Dory