The Feelings

If only this feeling can be translated into actions.

I will smash tons of bottles,

Lay it on the floor,

And,

I will walk on that 'glassy' floor.

Or,

If I can smash all the things in front of me,

Until there is no longer things that I can smash or throw away from me,

Then,

I will feel better.

I think so.

It just happened inside my head.

And alhamdulillah.

It is still bearable.

May Allah give the strength to those who's having this kind of feelings.

My little confession.

Love,

Annaqia